An addiction I can't deny

30 September 2006

mystery of the twins, yet another solved
mrs fung did honours in maths, i love storytimes during math class
watched broken arrow one night, and oh gosh, closing lines, so cliche, so hair-raising
met alex, an old neighbour on the bus yesterday
14 people turned up for school yesterday, haha

mr tan said this during one physics lesson, "physics uses the same mathematics as mathematics" i don't know, i think it kinda makes no sense to me. as in, DUH.

i hope we're having something good for dinner. :D

Striker
18:13

kelly: but HELLO, even people like nicole tay are calling me 'that', it's embarrassing luh. -.- SEVEN:D

jocelyn: haha, you're sick. x)

like OMG, the last time i updated was on monday. haha. i tried to update stuff on wednesday, but you know, com crashed on me. and by thursday, it permanently died.
so it's saturday, and the family has officially gotten a new com, but it's a desktop, and i'm not used to it. the CPU is freaking noisy. and now the computer table is like all so crammed up. BOO.
the computer screen is freaking big, and i'm finding it freaking weird. gotta look from one side to the other side. lol. wide screen ah! haha, whatever.

so English papers are officially over, and well, i'm too lazy to update about the rest. life's been pretty okay. but i must say, i've been suffering in silence over no computer. haha.
studied quite a lot today, 3 hours! :D Maths and Chem. gonna do Lit later, and SS tmr. :D
finally printed the maths papers off the MLG.

church tmr. so more cold early morning studying sessions.
all my photos all gone gone gone. this is depressing, but one has to move on. so rights, i'm moving on. all my thousand million songs gone. alrights, there were only 500+. all my special links gone, and i can't remember what they were.
but i'm getting over it, and i'm moving on.
gosh, i sound as if i just broke up in some relationship. but it is, a relationship with my old computer account, that is permanently destroyed, gone, disappeared. ):

i don't see a difference between Windows XP and Windows Pro. -.-
YET.

Striker
17:32

25 September 2006

kelly: relinked.

so i'll go day by day, cos some things, i just gotta blog. hee!
conferenced with dolly and zhihui on friday night. and zhihui said she was considered the most boy in her MEP class. and i'm like "imagine if i were there, what would i be.." a figurative statement was made, yeah, trivial stuff, not to be taken seriously okay.

dropped by borders on saturday in search of my macbeth guidebook, like oh man, they didn't have la, ANY, at all.

sunday was superduper awesome, like never before man! woke up damn early on sunday. parents were on security duty. did my physics TYS. like quite a few chapters man. :D joyce dropped by before and after chc service. sing chuen forgot the stuff, and jon low refused to bring the yearbook. like OH MAN, fine.
cellgroup was sorta awesome man. like, HELLO, right in front of my face! hahaha :D
i think i was like SUPER girl-ish on sunday, like really embarrassing. i squealed at every single thing, and just.. oh man, super annoying. once, i got a weird reaction from jon, but like.. HAHA. there's a reason to everything. :DDD
and i've realised one thing, i can grin like a little girl. hee!
slept kinda early, so much so i forgot to bring quite a few things to school today. haha.

so i was still sorta obsessed today, but not entirely.
double chinese rocked! duh, teacher wasn't around, haha.
wore a thin yellow hairband to school today, cos my black one broke on the way home on friday. so bought a new black one. and on the way home today, my yellow one broke because i applied too much pressure on my bag. like OH MAN, my yellow hairband broke, my beloved yellow hairband, i'm heartbroken luh. ):

talked a whole lot with my mom today. :D
singapore idol results, ugh, whatever. i don't know why i watch. but fine, Hady it is. -.-

wakeboarding championships this weekend at bedok reservoir. oh man, i so wanna be there. but TSK, exams, exams. my love of wakeboarding, sparked by that time i watched 'All Change' on channel 5, where this girl went for wakeboarding to learn a new skill. and then it sorta died off, but then, when church moved to expo, we had to pass by kallang mrt. and hello, you can see ppl wakeboarding on the kallang river. like super cool please, so the spark remains. i so wanna learn wakeboarding, but it's so freaking tiring, but it's so super cool! :D

i'm like so girl, it's annoying, really.

the ice broken, once again (:

the scientific explanation of attraction

Striker
22:23

22 September 2006

i'm ADDICTED, OBSESSEED, CRAZY, whatever you'll call it.
floorball was better today. (:
only had one cup of milo at 0615h. then had h20 at 0930. then skipped recess, skipped lunch. came home and had siew mai. yah, that's all. like, what the hell. and i wasn't feeling hungry at all. strange.

going borders tmr.
studying tmr, i think.
studying sunday, i better study, and not stone.
gotta mugggg.

Striker
21:48

21 September 2006

haha. yes yes, my motivation. (:

Striker
22:28

sj: i merely edited the blogskin. heh. and oh man, now the canteen's so crowded. long queues!

if i told you i'm currently brushing my teeth, would you believe me?

used the com yesterday, sorta blogged, but com crashed twice. so forget it man.

school's been hectic yet fine, those bittersweet days.

been studying quite a lot these few days. eversince the exam timetable came out on tuesday. studied four hours on tuesday itself. man, i'm turning into a mugging freak. but hopefully, it'll all pay off. been doing physics and maths only. too lazy to do the rest, those are like, boring. -.- especially those heavy subjects. but i'll come to that, during the weekends?

it's the end of the week again, man, time flies.

i'm your biggest fan!
HAHAHA

Striker
22:00

18 September 2006

so church was pretty cool yesterday. (:
had breakfast at simei, reached expo hall at 9am. sorta studied, together with kelly, tammy and don. lunch-ed around expo with amanda and kelly.
went 50% high after one certain sms. went another 40% high after seeing super hot! and then the rest of the 10% high was from the build-up of events that passed. haha, by the time i went in i was superduper high. and they changed the stage set, and the ___ and ___ are now in better view, and like OMG. hahaha, yeah yeah. psychotic, much.
cellgroup after service was pretty okay la.
fell asleep on the train ride back home. i was too lazy to get up at clementi la, but you know, one's gotta go home.

so school, it was okay lor. new arrangements for morning assembly. ugh, it's annoying, really. double physics was a killer, it was so boring i could almost die. i think i was like nodding off to sleep. and hello, i sit right smack, centre-front.
maths lesson. my table's yellow (: and i sit next to dolly (: hee.
double chinese was.. ugh, one lesson of nothing, and another was mass lecture again. OH MAN. like dead boring luh.

tuition was quick today. i almost nodded off again la, but yeah, still listening. i know how to do trigo already, like the solving equations part. (: and my tuition homework? to complete mrs fung's homework. haha,what the hell. and then, more prelim papers to do. which sorta helps right? cos i knew how to solve the log equations. (:

i wanna watch Tick Tick... Boom! :D it's featuring the original cast from broadway and west end, and they were sold out in new york and uk. like, sold out man! victoria theatre, 4 - 8 october, i wanna go. but oh man, that's like exam period. i don't know why, but i wanna watch. it's been so long since i've last watched a... classy musical. you know, not school productions kind. like broadway kind. i wanna watch la. and no forbidden city, that's like not my thing. i've heard bad reviews. haha, but who knows la. but those chinese-y stuffs just ain't my thing.
i remember watching She Sung My Song (or at least i think that's the title) at victoria theatre when i was younger. i can appreciate these kinda musical stuff okay, since i grew up watching musicals. i can name a few. mom worked in a bank, she got complimentary tickets, and she brought me along. very enriching indeed. (: Chang and Eng, Ms Saigon, She Sung My Song, Beauty World, The Sound of Music, etc. :DDD i love musicals la, go away! hehehe. so, somebody, sponsor me a free ticket, and i'll give you a kiss! EH, i'm not serious here, i'll be too overwhelmed with emotion, but the most i'll give you is a hug. hahaha, SO SPONSOR A TICKET LA, i really want to go! ):

ij girls, so stereotyped

Striker
21:49

16 September 2006

it took me ages to switch on my com la. like 11 mins to be exact. irritated like shit la. installed a really old game into the com. (: i used to love la, gonna install loads more. and when i have the time, i'm gonna back up my files. you never know when it'll crash. and me and my dad thinks that it's gonna be real soon.

woke up nearly noon today. lunch-ed at clementi. came home, studied for 2 hours. (: and then watched some tv and more tv. haha, watched The Pacifier. yupp, it's a pretty cool show. :D anyone can love!

dolly reminded me to watch 'a haunting' on discovery. so yeah, gonna watch later. (:

i'm feeling (: today.
studying tmr morning. oh mannn. i'll study, and not fall asleep. hopefully.
GAME TIME (:

even if.. unless i was destined.

Striker
21:42

15 September 2006

double math was a killer, was stoning the whole lesson. i didn't bring book or did my homework. love the new tables though (: mine's orange, i want the green one!
floorball-ed during PE. i suppose it was okay.
SS was boring, i slept, and i think she was staring, at least that's what dolly said. but HEY, i wasn't the only one.
assembly period in rifle range doing nothing. stole a couple of shirley's stickers (: well, she gave them away, willingly alrights. i only took a few la, hee, those pretty pretty ones.
lunch-ed and last minute prac studies before heading to physics 1 for practical.
i suppose the practical was pretty okay. and once again, my answer booklet is messy like hell, like scribbles all over and cancellations here and there. NO CORRECTION FLUID WHAT.
headed back to CCA after that.

i'm not meeting the cell tmr for lunch, i've got too much homework to catch up on. like seriously. so staying home to do my homework. oh man, i'm like totally mugging this weekend. it kinda sucks. -.- but it's just a month more. just one month. get my 3 distinctions, and be a happy girl. black and green zen v plus

Striker
22:38

14 September 2006

shuhan: eh, i kinda prefer this. the other was too black and white, and too wide. just got kinda bored la.

haven't been on computer for two days. didn't wanna use today, but it's been too long. lol. computer has been giving some kinda problem, so dad says we're gonna get a new one soon. and since this is still sorta working, we'll keep it and buy a router. haha, if that comes true, i'll take this old one. even though it's old. like, i can right, can i? haha.

had chem prac today, and oh man, i was so lost la. they said test for gas using limewater. i went to put the limewater inside the test tube, when you're supposed to do the delivery tube stuff. haha, but changed in the end la. i think i'm so screwed for pracs la. and tmr, there's physics. ugh, what the hell man.

i'm having some sort of sore throat, and it's horrible man.

doomed for cold early sunday morning studying at church every week til exams are over. parents go for first service, i tag along, but i study til youth service begins. it sucks, i'll come home tired and whatsoever. homework to be completed on saturday man. don't know if i should join the peeps at tct. i gotta return books anyways. hm.

lost finals episode today, exciting! (:

Striker
21:57

11 September 2006

i thought i told the people not to send?! oh fine.
i'm craving yakun kaya toast. CRISPY(:

so first day of term 4 seemed like an average normal day. and it was, i suppose. everything was pretty okay. until double chinese came along. it was like some pre-mock exam. yeah, there's mock, and then there's pre-mock. so in other words, it's PRE PRE PRELIMS. x) cos like, i don't think that's counted as mock. but yeah, it was the sec fours mid year paper this year. and seriously, it was a killer. like, it's the last two periods okay, double la. and oh man, so many chinese words, i just picked those words that 'spoke' to me for cloze passage and compre mcq. and oh my tian, the compre passages were like a killer, i couldn't understand anything. the more i read, the more sleepy i felt, and i don't understand anything. how do you expect me to answer the question? especially the open-ended ones la. my answers are like short. it's totally horrible. 10 mins extra for paper tmr. it's like a deadly piece of shit. i was stoning during announcements because i was way too tired, not to mention bored. i'm so gonna fail that paper, but it's way too chinese-y for me to handle, it murders people just by making you stare at it because you know you have to. like, whatever. -.-

went home with dolly. dropped by 7eleven. and then i had tuition at 430. like oh man, i was damn bored la, like tired bored. it's hard to let yourself not fall asleep. completed homework before using com. (: didn't study today though, am i supposed to? but hey, i had tuition already la, so don't torture me no more.

it's another month of high usage of smses. currently, i stand at 475 sms sent. mm, which leaves me another 200 til the 23. gotta cut down of sendings man.
i want mars ice cream. (:
OKAY. gonna buy myself that if i get 2 distinctions for SA. it's a treat again, hahaha.

Striker
21:42

10 September 2006

honey : haha, i can't remember!

church was alrights. worship, oh man, my voice like disappeared somewhere at the second repeart of the song 'at the cross'. after the worship was talking to joyce and realised my voice just flew away like that. haha, at least it sort of came back after service. oh, during sermon, it started raining with thunders and all, and ps khong called it 'divine support', i thought that was kinda cool. AND. the stupid crane camera was going round and round, like it's staring right at you. annoying la, so like, when you're not listening, you get 'caught in the act'. cellgroup icebreaker was awesome, kungfu master! :D
homed after that. mom bought apple strudel. OH YEAH.
i bathed. and i studied. YEAH BABY, i studied! did more amaths and then i tried to get to ss, but uh, kinda failed. did chemistry instead. (: okay, i seem to be so on studying mode right now. which is good right? hopefully it keeps on going, til after exams.
when i tried to switch on the com. the stupid screen was blank again, no batt la, but fine, whatever.
so yeah, school reopens tmr. YEAH, TOMORROW. it kinda sucks, the one week break wasn't enough. give me one and a half? hahaha. the next public holiday would be like october la, and that's already after exams. it's term 4 already man. i can't believe it's nearly the end of the year.

there's like a huge difference between hillsong and hillsong united la. but haha, hillsong united rocks more. :D
my new favourite song, at the cross! (:

i am such a girl
so much so it's annoying me

Striker
22:16

09 September 2006

hannah : HEY :D

clarence : BUT EH. he can sing (: and he can play the guitar/violin/piano (: and he can sing (: and he's not that bad to look at either x) now zidane on the other hand... just plays soccer.

sing : HEY :D i'm sure i'll get round to telling you, ONE day. hee.

woke up relatively early today. okay, 1030. it's EARLY la. so out for brunch with parents and slacked around at home. i was bored, like nothing to do bored. i couldn't watch tv the whole day, i'd die, from the nagging of my parents. so i went to my room, and did my holiday homework (completed!) and along with whatever other revision/homework i felt like doing. so i studied, for 2.5 hours, BE PROUD OF ME! haha. packed my cupboard/wardrobe too. packed my bag for church tmr and whatever else. i was THAT bored okay.
out for dinner, and i came home, once again feeling like there's nothing to do. yeah, i tried to on the laptop, but it wouldn't on, like the green light thing was on, but the screen was blank. so i just sat around stoning for a while and tried to switch on, cos i kinda felt like it was the battery. haha, and yeah, it would on, duh, and it was the battery. stupid battery spoilt a million years back cos i don't know, we've been running on electricity? hahaha. i don't know la.

church tmr. mmhm. means waking up to an alarm clock. OH MAN. who invented alarm clocks. yeah, lunch, church, cellgroup. IT IS SO NOT A ROUTINE. (:

Striker
22:00

08 September 2006

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it's 10.39pm.
watched high school musical dance-along. i guess it was alright, not what i expected it to be. season finale of 9pm show was 'whatever', i'm not watching any more drama shows until after finals. taiwanese dramas, here i come. xD and i'm renting movies during hols. whoo!
and the irony, my chinese doesn't seem to improve, i wonder if i even understand half the things they were saying. i don't like 'mr fighting', like i think xiezhi and esther liu lost the chemistry already la, like hello, they acted 'like that' for westside story. okay, i shall shut up now.
i think i know the reason why i've been spending so many freaking hours on the com man.

where are you la!
aw man, you're sweet! :D

and you're sweet too! (:
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manda : HEY:D

peishi : HEYY. we sang 'take it all' for service. :D and well, i'll update you on the rest on sunday when i see you. (:

kelly : haha. like what the hell, i don't seem to care much anymore. so if you do manage to find out, tell me. if you don't manage to find out anything, then heck, i'll survive. x)
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okay, once again, i'm supposed to be studying, but apparently i'm stuck on the computer. like i don't want to study, it's boring. ):
besides, i had to endure a 2.5 hour lit lesson today. oh man, it was like, damn boring, i kept yawning and yawning. so like our class is 3A/B. so 3B already had their class on monday, except for those that didn't turn up. so today was 3A, class started at 9am, and at first it was 5 of us. then one strolled in, followed by another and another and two of another and one more came at close to 11am.
mom has cell tonight, dad's working, which means i can watch the dance-a-long in peace. :D and the channel 8 9pm finale. it's the last day of holidays. MAN, i can't believe this. ):
looks like another holiday wasted.
HOLD IT, i'm not editing this post anymore, i'm not posting anymore, til maybe tonight. HEE :D
psst, i edited, at 5.06pm. hehe.

i need someone to verbally talk to right now, i've got so much to say man.
a life turned upside down, that's called an adrenaline rush. now is that a good thing, or a bad thing?

i need a purpose in life, more like i need a life, i need a passion. okay, i've got a passion, but i need the perfect opportunity, and i don't want it lame. i wish i could just put up a big fat advertisement, but that'll be different, who would believe my passion. that's a secret. :D

Striker
15:19

07 September 2006

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clarence : why you comparing leehom to zidane lah! leehom's like 30 years old, but he's looking good! zidane's.. a soccer player. -.- but yeah, he's coming, 21 october at the singapore indoor stadium. would you like to sponsor tickets? hee :D

so like, i'm back. on the computer again, i surrender.
watched sg idol results show. you know, i don't really care if paul twohill went out or not, there's no eyecandy there, or something that'll keep me hooked. the sg idol finals tickets are up for grabs, maybe i'll just pass em to someone else who'd rather them than me. what's the point in going to a final where i couldn't be bothered, i'll just watch from the comfort of my own home.

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time check, it's 6.11pm. oh man, and i'm still online. if my mom finds out, she'd kill me, slacking away my afternoon doing absolutely nonsensical things on the com. i'll start studying soon okay? yeah, i've said that one too many times.

i'm falling into something i barely know, and it's annoying the shit out of me.

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okay. blogskin edited. i couldn't find a pretty nice one, so i just edited. and i took nearly an hour. ugh, it's ridiculous. but i'm happy with it. but like, half the page is empty, and it's like boring and plain. hahaha. but it's simple right, so that's good right? at least i'm not a complicated person, in a way. haha. whatever man.

yeah, so i'm still on the computer. which isn't good. i'll study soon. okay, whatever it is, tmr i HAVE to study. i have to get down to studying, get on a roll, and survive through mid years. i should stop fretting about studying and switch off the computer. but like, i can't, it's been too long since i've had my own personal space without my parents walking in and complaining i spend too much time. i should just shut up again right? ugh.

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WHAT AM I DOING

Striker
15:50

I'M SUPPOSED TO BE STUDYING, library sessions or not. but i'm stuck here, on the freaking computer. well, i thought it'll be the best time to change my blogskin, if i can do something about it. lol. it's getting too boring...

but i'm supposed to be studying! i've got homework still undone, touched, but not completely done. and this holiday was supposed to be about studying. oh man, can't screw up the final years too right? three distinctions and say hello to the 2GB green and black zen v plus! :D wait, let me keep on dreaming... but if i try hard enough, and my parents see i've tried, maybe there's hope i'll get one, who knows, for christmas? hahaha.

i don't want school to reopen, i'm fine just as i am right now. holidays are comforting. i just wished someone would take away the tv and the comptuer, and i'd have no choice but to study. and i shouldn't have went to the library to borrow books, i'm like stuck on them. i slept at 4am because i wanted to complete the book. i've got to study. i need study sessions, only then will i be able to study. waking up early and studying.
i need a motivation. man, i thought the zen v plus was a motivation. well, it is. but it's not motivating enough. for mid years it was a tub of cookies and cream ice cream, and what, i got it, didn't i? that's motivation and it sort of worked. OH MAN OH MAN OH MAN.

NO SELF-DISCIPLINE. TSK. ):

i shall go study after this. hm, maybe? no com tonight, cos like, i'll be glued to the tv. and then my mom would say i'm not studying. and then, OH MAN, i don't know. i should just shut up and go study.

studying + yi jing = stress1 + stress2 = mental breakdown

OH, GO AWAY. -.-

Striker
15:40

06 September 2006

jocelyn : eh. school re-open and its still with you, lend me can? if it's nice.. eh ya lor, searched catalogue and found that bukit merah lib has 2 and both on loan. went national lib today, they have one not on loan la, but couldn't find. ):

yingying : aw, my love! :D

chinese orals totally sucked yesterday. it was absolutely horrid. i think i'm gonna fail la, but whatever, it's over.

went jurong library with dolly to study and do our holiday homework. well, some was done. so it wasn't a whole fruitless session. went kopitiam after that for lunch. and that was what, 5pm? hahaha. walked around, and saw this leehom concert dvd. and oh man, i'm so gonna buy! :D

went national library with dad today. okay, first went bras basah complex to look for my macbeth guide thing, couldn't find any. but discovered a really cool pop @central. :D with a really lame tagline. "because of you, we're popular" LOL!
went back to library to top-up cashcards, and dad says, "i'm thirstry, are you? lets go eat ice kachang." hahaha, so we went bugis to eat ice kachang. walking back, walked past a converse sale. whoosh, were the shoes tempting to buy, and the tshirts and the bags and everything else. but i bought a jacket! it's a sale, so duh, naturally. :D black jacket! the germany colours one was tempting.
back to library to borrow books. borrowed 5, didn't have time to choose the last one, cos mom called. picked her up and went for dinner.

nothing's on tmr. my library intense studying session was prohibited by parents. oh wells. but i'll stay home to study then, i hope. I BETTER LA. i haven't done much stuff this holiday. and i'm starting to think my zen v plus is kinda unreachable. like hello, i need THREE distinctions. and it isn't gonna be easy. but who knows right. haha.

Striker
22:38

03 September 2006

jocelyn : rights. kinda forgot about that book. but alrights, going library soon, shall go find. x)

kelly : oh, you know. -.-

shah : sure sure, i'll be waiting. HA.

actually, i was too exhausted to come use the computer, or change to pjs before sleeping, but heck, it's been way too long. lol.

encounter was really cool, seriously. i like :D
made a couple of new friends, craft re-enforcement was kinda cool. the mortal-angel thing was fun. (: and yupp, along with a whole lot of other stuff.

service was i'd say pretty good, but i was half asleep the whole time. short cellgroup and went home with amanda and nicole. (i'm yawning like crazy right now)

go away, i'm super tired la. and there's tuition tmr. at least i get to sleep the morning away, which i would. i should be sleeping soon. i'm still yawning like crazy.

UGH. what's the point, i'm like talking to myself. -.-

i saw you looking at me :D

Striker
21:26

Be a striker & score a goal
Be a goalkeeper & block it
Then, nobody wins

Wear the skipper's armband
Be the captain
You call the shots

Girl time. (n) A bonding ritual essential to females and indescribable to males, characterized by unmitigated chatter, sudden bursts of laughter, endless supplies of tissues, and chocolates.

- And the record keeps playing the same old song